of unspoken thought

heyyo. so actually dah 3 minggu lebih lepas dapat result final exam. keputusan dia ofc aku kecundang macam title post aku kali ni. yela bila kau dah all out, put all ur efforts, buat latihan, ajar orang apa semua but then the result is not like what u expect. macam yg pernah aku share before this, result final aku alhamdulillah semua tiga semester tu dean list. aku selalu berangan yg aku boleh dapat dekan setiap sem. ofc la en semua nak benda ni. tapi nampaknya bukan rezeki aku untuk dapat dean sem 4 ni. aku tak sure la UM dekan 3.70 or 3.75 sbb aku selalu target 3.75 and above so aku tak sure dekan yg mana satu. haha teruk kan tak tahu. tapi it is bcs i always target high.so bila aku tak dapat dean list kalini baru sibuk nak tahu berapa. can u imagine 6 to 7 subject every sem and 3.7 or 3.75 to dean. wahh gilo. tapi tak mustahil guyss. ada je coursemate aku yg dekan dari sem 1 sampai sem 4 ni. everyhting is possible. don't worry aku still bersyukur. aku selalu pesan kat diri sendi...

Ya Allah kau lembutkanlah hati pemeriksa yg akan menanda kertas peperiksaanku. Semoga dia menerima jawapanku dengan hati yang terbuka. Semoga dia memberi aku markah yang tinggi. Semoga aku mendapat keputusan yg cemerlang. Semoga aku dapat 4 flat semester 2 2018/2019 ini Ya Allah. Aminnn. Sesungguhnya kau Maha Berkuasa Ya Allah. Aminn. Semoga Alya dapat 4 flat Aminn

yea actually my blog layout is a bit boring. not so bit. but really boring. i dont know how to setup the layout to be much more interesting. maybe i can ask others to help me? sokayy as long as i can write, its enough for the time being.

so henlo guys. its been a while since i last update my blog. ive been busy with college project, assignments, quiz and test. last week 24th june specifically i finished my second semester second year which is 4 semester out of 8. yeah 2 years more to go. if i look back, i am impressed on how i managed to go through all of it. the 4th semester is the toughest i think. with 2 lab report need to submit every 2 week (but certain report must be submit within a week), assignments. woah. this sem i got 4 core subject which is engineering economic, rc design, environment, and water resources. the first two subject requires calculation and understanding the theory while the last two subject requires u to memorise a lot. im suck in memorising actually. back in my first semester first year, the only subject that i got B+ is the engineering material which is memorising subject. this one spoil my pointer. most of the classmate got 4 flat i think in the first semester. because yeah its just the begi...

yeahh when you're always busy, i think you need some time to rest or i can say a me time. go get yourself a reward. be it food, travelling, outdoor activities or even watching movies. a friend of mine has suggested 3 series for me. The Bridge, La Casa de Papel (Money Heist) season 1 and 2. he sent me the video through telegram. he asked me to watch the bridge first. it was on my study week. damnn hahahahha. i told him that ill watch it once my final in over. guess what? i finished it before my final ends. not  even on my second paper. yea because that day and the day before, im feeling down. i think i couldnt score for my oral health paper. ive checked it by myself. and i got more than 8 wrong which means the least i can get is A-. nah forget about it. now im on my sem break. and ive watched la casa de papel. both season. damnn good series it is. theres a father-son relationship, couple, and some conflict which can blow my mind because i was like wth are you doing that! why wou...

what do you feel when you already finish your final and have a month to be spent without study? its the sem break. a month sem break. happy right? its only been 4 days since im home. but i already feel want to go back to my college. spend my one month there. chaos here and there. shouting. nah i hate it. i just wanna spend my one month peacefully. cant i? is this the place you call home? i dont think so.