Fake hope

I don't know how start. But all i can say is, do not put too much hope. because at the end, you are the one who suffers a lot. you know when you really hope for something to happen but it never happen. it was like hoping for a cat to fly. is it possible? nahh. lately, i've been in this situation. until i feel like giving up because things was not as planned. it really hurts.

TRUST

being in a boarding school is one of my wish list. ive been wanting since i was in primary school. but i only got enroll when i was form4. i am a happy bird flying in the sky. without having to worry about people and other creatures on the land. but for sure im gonna miss my friendss. to make long story short, ive been friend with someone. so close. everyday after class i will go to her bed, chatting, story telling. and theres one time when she fell sick. i was one of her friends that took care of her. i pat her with wet towel. i even went to the sick bay to pay a visit brought some foods and drinks even though it is prohibited during pnp. just to make sure she was fine. but what i get? she left me just like that. at first, i thought she just wanna be with her other friends. sometimes when we were walking together, she met other friends she just left me walking alone without saying anything. im just okay bcs i dont have any right to deter her from whoever she wants to be friends. but day after day, we were no longer close. starting from that relationship, i no longer trust anyone because you know people can come and go whenever they want. they only come to you when they need you.